If you visit...

Can you bring food?

I'm trying to get used to motherhood, but things are, well, my little boy loves to cry all night long. And with my husband working night, it's just me.  I do my best, but sometimes I want to cry too.

And then people want to visit.

And the house ins't as clean as I would like. I'm so tired all the time, and hungry, and then to feed people?!?!?!?


If you visit, please bring food. Food is wonderful. And snacks are great...like this:

or this

or even this

Yum yum. 

Pinterest time

How many of you organize your pinterest?

Raise your hand if you do?

I know I do.  I haven't in a few weeks, but I figure it's okay. Last night, during a 3 A.M. feeding (yes, I was up then) and i began to look on pinterest for, well, mommy things. And I realized, I really need to organize my  pinterest. I have like 20 boards, and some of them have 4 pins while others have over 300 pins. That is a lot of pins to go through and organize.

So, when will I do this? Maybe when my little one is sleeping? Who knows, but  if you want to come over and help, you are more than welcomed too.

Ciao,

My little one...

Oh my, oh my. I never knew how hard being a mom is.

My little one was born early. 

My little one was in the NICU. 

My little one had to be transferred to a different hospital. 

My little one came home with medical equipment. 

My little one needed help breathing and eating. 

My little one needed medical equipment until he was 17 days old.

My little one was hoovering too close to being too small for my comfort.

My little one is too small for Newborn clothing and diapers

yet...

My little man is a miracle!

He has surived so much, in his short time outside of me. 

He began breathing with out any help,

his liver began to function like it should,

he opened his eyes. 

He is now being alert,

able to eat with minimal help, 

and...

the best thing of all...

able to hold my finger with his little hands. 

He is strong. 

Really strong. 

He is sweet, 

small,

and 

perfect. 

He made me a mother, and gave me the most horrible emotional roller coaster ride of my life. He was born after a 54 hour labor followed by a C-section. He had complications, I had complications, but for some reason, God was watching after both of us and let me and my  little miracle live. 

To my readers, I would like to introduce you to my little boy:

Ciao,

My little man has arrived

I've been absent for a while and that is because last week  I went into labor and had a baby boy. I will write more about him/us soon, I promise, right now, I just need to get motherhood down.