to write all my blog posts ahead of time.
to go outside with out a coat in 50 degree weather.
that the thought of snow makes me cry.
to spend an entire day knitting or reading a book.
that I can start and finish a book in one day.
to spend a week living off of salad and carrots.
Today would have been my Grandma's 81st birthday if she was still alive. I miss her a lot, and sometimes wonder what she would do if she was still around. I know she would have gone to me wedding, I maybe would have worn her wedding dress. I know she would have helped my mom plan everything, and I know she would cried. But, I wonder what she would have done about all the drama that happened shortly before my wedding. I think about her watching me from Heaven, and I hope that she is proud of me and knows just how much I love her. I was never able to say Goodbye, and that hurts the most for me. (Sorry to end on a sad note, but today and the day of her death will also be a somber day for me)